i'm tired with this situation

I've been thinking lately and i'm thinking of my BEST FRIENDS . I do love them very much . But sometimes aku rasa aku mcm bodoh sebab aku layan korang baik , aku dengar problem korang and aku bagi apa yang korang nak , but when i felt lonely , i want to share my problem with you guys and i want you to be here with me , do you guys came to me and said "HEY SYIRA , WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ?" ada ? NO ! I said the truth and i don't know what are you guys think that i'm a liar . It's okay and i'm fine with that . I try to be a good friends of you but you guys just don't care about me and i'm so sad . Yeah i think it was my fault too but this is what i felt . And i'm so sorry if i've a mistake that i did to you guys . Lastly , I REALLY REALLY NEED YOU GUYS TO BE HERE WITH ME and I DO LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH :'(